January 2011
37 posts
2010 in a nutshell. I started off my year in a relationship with my best friend. He asked me out after midnight; outside on a quiet, snowy street. From then on, my life was perfect. We had ups and downs, but definitely enough ups to make the downs insignificant. I discovered the real meaning of true love during my time with him, and when I look at him.. I see my childhood; the childhood I so...
December 2010
19 posts
Why am I so incompetent when it comes to you? Why is that you always have to own me at everything I do? I’m convinced that I’m not as valued as much in the family as you are. And it’s true. I’m never right. No. That would be absurd to think I’m right. But you’re always right. Right? That’s always how it is, that’s how it’s always been. Growing...
I become a monster with my anger.
I stare at you now with anger in my eyes. I’m ready to hurl at you, every evil in my body. All the bad words I’ve ever wanted to tell you, surfaces now. But as I look at you.. Your face softens. And somewhere inside of me? My heart slows. I just can’t do it anymore.
I am what you made of me. I’m nothing but a product of your creation. To hate you would mean to hate...
No matter how much you yell at me, mama, I could never yell back. No matter how much shit you give me, I won’t ever disrespect. ‘Cause at the end of the day, you are always right. You may not understand me; but you’re right. I’ve come to realize that.. you do so much for me, and for that? I could never hate you. Thank you for everything.
“I am very good friends with my former wife, not because we have a child together, but because she is one of my best friends; I talk about God, not because I am fulfilling some religious duty, but I am intrigued by the fingerprints of God in my life; when romantic relationships in my life end I want to continue a true, not socially polite relationship, because if I valued someone enough...
“Certainly, human beings are more sophisticated than the majority of the animal kingdom. We use reason and reflection, not just instinct, to understand our world and the multiple variables presented to us. Yet, even within this ability to process, much of our mores are determined, not by our superior reasoning capacities, but by our animal instincts to conform to norms, religious and...
i clearly remember exactly two years ago, how depressed i was. this time of year, everyone was so filled with Christmas spirit, except me. i had no Christmas last year, because my mind was so pre-occupied over my break up. i ruined it for myself. it’s kind of crazy how i look back now at how much things have changed. i didn’t want to eat. i didn’t want to be surrounded by my friends who only...
`cause being your friend.. is killing me softly.
I can’t wait to face you, break you down so low there’s no place left to go.
I wanted to believe so bad.. that I was something to you. Because of you, I found it impossible to trust and it’s because of you that i found it difficult to listen to my own heart. You shoved me to the ground, but from there I worked out my pain on the walls I built around myself. I’m so...
i feel good.. i feel wonderful and it’s because.. you made it that way i feel supa spectacular because of you. and now i’m flying; i think i’m floating i feel so high, your love lifts me to the sky and if i fall, i won’t care. cause i’m safe with you
I’m in love with your story <3
I just don’t know you anymore.
Seasons changed, and you.. along with it, did too.
Sometimes I read back on times we shared, hoping to catch that feeling of warmth and friendship I once harbored for you when things were much more simple and adolescent.
A time when being with you felt effortless, not forced. And the smile that came upon my face with your entrance; your hi, how are you doing?...
I’m paralyzed with just one thought of you. Your love proved to be detrimental to my health.
You get lost and then I get sadder; we forget...
Fuck A Penny For My Thoughts, Here's A Dollar.
Tell me again, what do you know about love?
In my mind, I believed that my impossible dreaming could finally become my sweet reality. But, as for my heart? She knew… Something had changed. We changed. Or rather… we had forgotten the you and I that we used to be. The passing time had spoiled everything that once used to be pure about our love. That was the sad truth.
My tumblr.
Is personal. If there was a way I could limit the entire world from seeing it, I would. But too bad, tumblr doesn’t have that feature. I don’t follow the tumblr hype, which explains why I don’t follow many people. I don’t understand any of those tumblr jokes, nor do I think I want to. I seldom post photos, unless it’s something that speaks to the heart. And most of...