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January 2010

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Here I am, getting ready to go home and worry about tests, and you’re in someplace dangerous surrounded by people who want to hurt you.  I just wish those people could know you like I know you, because then you’d be safe.  Just like I feel safe when I’m in your arms.

When I think of you and me and what we shared, I know it would be easy for others to dismiss our time together as simply a by-product of the days and nights we spent by the sea, a “fling” that, in the long run, would mean absolutely nothing.  Thats why I don’t tell people about us.  They wouldn’t understand, and I don’t feel the need to explain, simply becasue I know in my heart how real it was… how real this is.  When I think of you I cant help smiling, knowing that you’ve completed me somehow.  I love you, not just for now, but for always, and I dream of the day that you’ll take me in your arms again.

Jan 31, 20101 note
i want to hang out with anthony sachs.

chellbeeetch:

(via liesellebumatay)

nah let’s hang out with the wildboyz

nope, let’s not !

Jan 31, 2010
i want to hang out with anthony sachs.
Jan 31, 2010

not gonna lie, i feel pretty damn cool having my own set of car keys now.

Jan 29, 2010
  • me: why should it even matter anymore?
  • lex: guys are stupid
  • lex: they dont get over that kind of stuff.
  • for once lexa made a good observation. <3
Jan 29, 20101 note
if pretending i was never alive is the way you want it to be, then that's fine.
Jan 29, 2010
0degree.
  • me: yo babe, it's mad brick out!
  • jomel: yes, it's quite nippy.
Jan 29, 2010

there were three certain people i used to be so close to last year. they were amazing friends, and i drifted away from all three of them.

i miss them, a lot. anna, david, and chris <3

Jan 29, 2010
as much as i can't wait for the movie, i'm so sure it won't be as good as the book.
Jan 29, 20101 note
Jan 29, 20103 notes
“Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can’t believe ours didn’t go on forever.” —
Jan 29, 2010
set fire to the third bar.
Jan 29, 2010
i eat, like, all the time.
Jan 28, 2010
“passion is passion. it’s the excitement between the tedious spaces, and it doesn’t matter where it’s directed.” —Savannah; Dear John (via abreeezy)
Jan 28, 20101 note

I went on Nicholas Spark’s official website, and looked at his message board. It makes me happy to see how many people can relate to the way I feel about Dear John, and that I’m not the only one who wants a sequel. Damn, I really am moved by this book.

Hopefully this is the last blog i’ll post about it.

Jan 28, 20102 notes

I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from ‘A’ to where you’d be
It’s only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I’d find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places

I’m miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

good song choice for the film. matches perfectly <3

Jan 28, 20101 note
while reading Dear John..

belleesteedante:

i realized there are so many quotes i’d want to blog about, but that’d just be too many blogs and im sure people would get annoyed lmfao. but another thing i realized is that this book is full of so many breathless, romantic actions. love at first sight. the works. im afraid that after reading this book, im going to be expecting to one day encounter a boy that will sweep me off my feet and fall deeply in love with, when i know this wont happen. no boy is going to “jump off a pier and rescue my bag that had just fallen into the water”. maybe im just being pessimistic.. or perhaps realistic. either way, this book is building high hopes that i know are going to get crushed.

regardless, this is still an amazing book<3

- YAY BECKY. i smiled when i read this post. i know what you mean. i wish i could blog every quote that made me smile, made me cry. that would be about half the book. but yeah. kbye ! enjoy your reading.

Jan 28, 20105 notes
if wishes came true

i would write a letter to Nicholas Sparks about how much i loved Dear John, and that he should create a sequel. he’d be so inspired by my letter, that he actually would. the story would go along the lines of - savannah and john meet each other again, years from their last encounter at the hospital. they would fall back in love, and realize that their love really could make it. because i feel that it deserves so. neither deserved the fate that they were given, but i guess that’s just how the author felt it should be. but then again, that’s what made the story what it is, one that could make me ache inside. and wish i could jump in and be a part of it all.

maybe a sequel isn’t necessary. maybe the beauty of the story is because of how it ended, and creating a sequel would ruin it. i’m just upset that i’m done reading it, because i want to re-live the story again. and re-experience how it made me feel as i turned each page. no book has ever done that to me before.

i’ve said more than i’ve had to about Dear John, but when a rare book like this comes along, i rave about it for weeks. <3

Jan 28, 20101 note
heartache.

waking up this morning, i felt different. sadder than usual. it was the same feelings i felt whenever i went through a break up, or lost someone that i loved, forever. i thought back to last night, and the cause of my aching. it was because of John & Savannah, and their story. that John says, their story has a beginning, middle, and end and it pains him that it could not have lasted forever. it’s amazing, what this book did to me. it’s touched my heart, not only because it was the first book to ever leave me crying real tears at the end of it, but because it felt real. like i was living their love story, as if it were mine. the story of John & Savannah has taught me that sometimes love can be unpredictable. and though fate doesn’t turn out the way we expect, true love is beyond me and you. and anyone else in this world. what happened between the two.. is so rare. and that he loved her enough to put her happiness before his own. that got me. Savannah may have loved another man, but it was John that completed her.

every full moon, they go out, and look at it wherever they are. though they’re distances apart, it’s this one night that makes them feel as if they’re together again. but in my eyes, they always will be.

Jan 28, 2010

I finally understood what true love really meant - that love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.

- Dear John.

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